MESSED-UP

Chapter 14


His voice was deep and sexy I said *No* in the most sexy way that I can He just took me and carried to his rooms balcony I was so tired and sore I had no idea what he was up tos o asked ‘Why did you take me to here’ He looked into my eyes and asked ‘can you stand for a minute’ He knew that I couldnt say no to that voice I said ‘sure’ He leaded met o the corner I looked at the sky stars The view of the city was incredible He whisperd to my ear ‘Close your eyes and open your arms’ It was windy and cold I felt good like alive He pressed himself to me I could fall from there but I knew I wont He said ‘You make me feel alive You are one girl who does what she knows You make me feel anything that I even dont know I can You brought one side out in me that even I dont know’ I turned back to him as he letted my hands go Kissed him and said ‘At first I tried to stop this I tried to remove myself I tried not to be effected by you like this I was affraid that you could hurt me’ He said ‘I stil can do that however I dont want it I just can stop and dissapear but I know I am gonna come back’ I said ‘What makes you want to do that? Am I boring? Not enough? I guess its the same thing as I run away to Xavier’ He said ‘Run away’ I said ‘I always be independent but know some power was taking its place and it was just…’ He said ‘May we should let it go’ I said ‘Mmmm’ and putted my head to his neck as I want to sleep Jeez how the hell this man could find that energy and stil stayed up He gently stroked my hair my back smelled me and said ‘Lets get you to bed sleepy girl’ I said ‘Ohhh its some bastard’s fault who was inside me and being hard’ He laughed than took me again and we made our way to his bed Passed the door and he gently putted me over his huge bed Than came next to me I fall asleep before I saw he laid down

I was wrapped in his arms When I woke up with a phone call in the early morning He was like ‘Jeez I drawn to you even while I am sleeping’ I smiled and took the phone from next to the drawer on his bed When I answered call I realized It was my mom I said ‘hey’with a tired voice She was like ‘Are you tired What did you do last night’ Jeez What could I said –Mom Rob was just inside of me and fucking me hard thats why I cant even move- I said ‘I was hanging out with someone’ She was like ‘Someone’ That was her tell-me-all-about-it voice I said ‘What’ She said ‘Do you have a boyfriend in there’ I said ‘well Yeahhh’ She said ‘Really Who is he Where is from Is he good’ She was happy for me I said ‘Actually you a kind of know him’ She said ‘who’ I said ‘Mom can we talk later I guess he is around here’ She said ‘Ok’ I said ‘I miss you all’ She said ‘We missed you too baby’ I said ‘I will call you back later’ She said ‘Ok’ blowed me a kiss from the phone and we hung up Rob was watching me with his one eyebrow up I was like He was obviously gonna come up with something that I didnt expect