MESSED-UP

Chapter 13

Rob was on his knees now Jeez he was gonna kiss me there He started to touch me from my ankles and went up to my thighs I moan He just started from my other leg again and when he finished I was hardly standing Rob looked into my eyes with pure lust and told me to seperate my legs for him I did and waited while my head was at back He touched me there Then I felt his lips right there My eyes flied open and I looked down at him He was looking so sexy and I felt sexy He started to lick and suck hardly , twirled his tongue wildly I was moaning and feeling high My hand went through his hair I grabbed his hair as he was doing it more intense and the effect was reaching I said *Pls* in the last He didnt do anything I begged ‘Pls I want you inside of me’ Rob reached up for me seperated my legs further and said ‘You will say stop but I wont till you scream my name out loud I will fuck you hard and you wont be able to walk tomorrow’ I melted at his words and said ‘Do it’ Rob slid into me hard and I groaned He started with a normal rythm I was feeling good but too normal for him Than he grabbed met o him more and lifted my leg upper Now I was feeling him deep and more He said ‘your fingers’ I made my fingers through there and started to do what he told Hereached the rythm up and I followed him I was crying out with his every movement It was so intense When he made my legs apart even further and went deeper I screamed with the sense that I feel He said ‘Keep doing that circle’ I kept but he putted his hand there and said ‘like this’ Guided me and made it harder He was so deep hard and fast I knew that I was gonna come soon He whispered ‘Keep still’ and I screamed He said ‘Not yet baby I wanna keep this long’ He was so merciless but he knew how to fuck hard He was touching at me all over He opened my neck and started to suck wildly.. It was hot Ohh my his whole body covered mine and started to shake me even harder He was trusting into me hard and deep .. so deep His cock was slamming in and out .. to my spot.. My head was at back and I was about to come He whispered ’Pls come with me’ I couldnt hold it anymore and came hard all over him His head was at back and I felt him come inside me I was not able to move even breath I was sore He pulled out of me slowly and kiss me than took me between his arms and whispered ‘do you know how you make me feel’

MESSED-UP

Chapter 13



I knew that he wouldnt talk about it anymore I realized that I was cold The wind was making me freeze I wrapped my arms around me He saw it as soon as I did and touched me softly but full of sense I saw he was watching me Rob said ‘God you are freezing’ He pulled over and said ‘Take this’ with putting his black leather jacket on my shoulders I wore it fastly and he hold me I smiled and said ‘Thanks Mr Master but be honest is it looking so stupid’ with a doubted expression Rob said ‘First yeah I am Your Master and second You look hot baby’ I laughed and he continued ‘I cant wait to take you home’ I smiled

- Do you know we are not talking enough

- Where did this come from? *He was complately surprised*

- I dont even know what you like or you dont

- I think you have well-knowledge about one thing that I like *He was smirking at me Bastard*

- What?

- You know how much I like to have you How much I like to be inside you

- You know my body sings for you but dont change the topic

He smiled and I press the on buton of the radio Moondance was playing I like this VM song and I smiled He asked me ‘Do you like this song’ I said ‘Yeah I like VM this song feels like a guy is walking around who wears a tux and hat’ I saw him smirked at me once more and said ‘Like in one of those old English movies’ I said ‘yes’ with a smile on my face He laughed at both of us and I joined him I said ‘So you like them too’ He said ‘Yeah’ and parked the car We just got out and walked to his house’s door He took the keys from my pocket Rob opened the door quickly and left the key over the little table on the right His fingers wrapped my hand and we slowly walked to the living room Robs eyes burned into mines and he took that jacket off from me without saying a word It fall to the ground He grabbed my chin and kissed me in a romantic and passinote way I moan as it was deep and long He took my t-shirt off slowly and throw it to the ground Felt his lips over mines again and he was touching my neck than he made his way down to my jeans The first buton flied by his hand and the adrenalin started to rush more I took a step out of my jeans while grabbing his t-shirt I took it off fastly Started to touch from his neck than his shoulders his chest Skin was so soft so good I slowly moved my way down to his fingers when mines met with his I started to kiss him from his chest than started to lick made my way down I was on my knees I unbuttoned the first one and started to bite my lip When I look up he was watching me and said ‘I am gonna bite that lip’ I blushed and smiled than took his jeans down He wrapped me in his arms as he stepped out of them Rob made me turn my back to him than pulled my hair to kiss my neck His fingers were moving down and exploring my back He was kissing sucking and my body was all slave for his When his fingers came to my groin I stopped breathing His hand moved up again and slowly started to come down again His other hand undo my bra with one movement and I took it off Than those damn long fingers came there between my legs and slowly slid under my panties He was circling around my sex I breathed deeply and felt him touch me there Felt him smile while kissing my neck and he said ‘you are so wet for me’ I nodded and he slid his middle finger into me hardly I moan and felt him from my back His finger was moving in an out and feeling his hardened cock from back was making me loose myself than he pulled his finger out of me with taking my panties off He ripped them and slided his thumb inside of me than circled I groan When I felt him stop I turned to face him and my lips found his I dropped on my knees and putted my hand around his thigh than took that considerable length into my mouth Started to suck hardly and wildly and went further He breathed heavily Jeez it was not easy to please him I continued and he moan His hand grabbed my hair and helped me with my motion but he said ‘Stop I want to be inside you’ I reached up for him and he kissed me again We were taking steps to my backside than I felt the large table He made me sit over it

MESSED-UP

Chapter 12

- Are you with him?

- Who?

- Are you with Xavier? *There were no patience in his voice*

- Yeah We-we were talking

- Did you find this fucking time to talk? *He was so angry*

- I was bored so he came and pick me up

- Cant I leave you alone for two fucking days?

- Why?

- Cuz you are out and alone with a guy who wants you and its after the midnight

- Rob just come and pick me up

- I am already on the way Did he touch you? *his voice was cold*

I couldnt say anything and he realized that something happened He said ‘if he did I am gonna kick his ass’ I said ‘No No Wait! We will talk about it ok’ He said ‘Ok’ with a cold voice than turned back to Xavier I asked ‘Since when you are feeling like this’ He looked into my eyes and said ‘Since that night Since I saw you like that I realized that I want you’ I closed my eyes than blowed up ‘And you find this fucking time to tell it when I had Rob’ –Jeez I sound like him now- His head was in front of him and he said ‘Cuz before you were just like mine I mean noone wanted you that way but now I am like freak it out when I think he touches you’ I was shocked by what he has just said I said ‘This is getting out of control’ and an angry voice came behind me ‘You will never ever touch her again’ Rob grabbed his shoulder and Xavier put his hand off hardly Xavier said ‘You were not even in her life before you are just with her for one month’ I saw Rob was getting ready to punch him They both were so angry I said ‘Rob calm down pls’ I took his face between my hands and looked into his eyes ‘I am just yours I am sorry’ He said 'Tell it to him' I said 'You know that I am just your I have never been with someone else Pls calm down' Rob looked calm down a little He was stil looking in my eyes and said ‘Yeah and I have told you that he was expecting you to be up for more’ I was affraid of his anger but he looked calm when he wrapped his arms around me Xavier said ‘I am sorry’ He was looking into my eyes I had no idea what to say he was always a good person for me I said ‘Ok you know that I’m sorry too’

Xavier: This is really fucked up

Rob: Yeah as you messed everything up

Xavier: May you messed this up with jumping into her life

Rob: I wouldnt do it if she wouldnt want I have never heard her complained about it and I think you shouldnt push your luck anymore I would show you the hell but she didnt want me to do it

I said ‘Ok you both have argued enough I think we all know we cant go anywhere like this’ Rob asked ‘Is that why you didnt tell me about the hotel’ I said ‘Jesus Christ You Know That Is Not the Reason’ Rob said ‘I wouldnt even dare that if I were you’ God he was so jelaous I smiled and asked ‘How did you know that I was with him’ There was a different tone in my voice as I couldnt hide my curiosity He smiled and said ‘Did you think I would just let you go and not tell me anything’ I was angry now

- So did you have someone to follow me?

- A kind of

- What The Hell Kind Of

- My friend was keeping an eye on you

He was watching my reaction I said ‘You…’ with an anger in my voice and he just kissed me Passinotely… With pushing his tongue in my mouth and I just followed him as my breath hitched He pressed his forehead to mine and said ‘I miss you’ I shook my head than said ‘In two days’ with a humour in my voice He smiled and asked ‘Havent you miss me?’ I shook my head sweetly and said ‘You know that I miss you’ He asked ‘My touch’ with his damn sexy voice –Bastard- I said ‘Yeah’ Xavier turned to me and said ‘Ok I cant take this I gotta leave’ I shouted from his back as he started to walk ‘We are gonna talk Ok?’ He turned and said ‘If he lets you’ I said ‘We Will’ He said ‘Ok’ and went on walking Rob made me turn to him He asked ‘How much did you miss me?’ with a humour in his voice and I said ‘As much dont care how you are gonna show that how much you miss me’ and smiled He grabbed my chin and kissed me again I took a step back than he grabbed me to the car He said ‘I cant go on in here’ I could feel the need in his voice I asked ‘Why?’ with my sexy voice while I was looking into his eyes He said ‘Lets get in the car if you dont want me to fuck you right here right now’ with a sexy and dangerous voice I was surprised so I asked ‘Would you do it?’ He said ‘Do you think’ There was a humour in his voice He was playful I couldnt miss it and said ‘I would love to see it’ with a joy in my voice and flashed my sexy smile to him He shook his head and smiled like What-am-I-gonna-do-with-you He came closer and pulled my hair hardly and opened my neck to kiss Jeez it was rough and good Than he parted my legs Hardly again My body came alive and started to show reaction I was wet already His hands were moving their way down and my hips were moving with the rythim of his touch He looked into my eyes and he was fully aware of what he was doing to me He grabbed me to the car and I felt he hardened Ohh my This was hot He whispered to my ear ‘Get in the fucking car…’ with a deep voice ‘I dont want to loose my control in here’ I smiled and kissed him simply Touch him there before I turned and made my way to the guest door He was watching me than he got in the car with a dark expression

- We are going to my house

- Ok but I gotta take shower

- You will probably need it after what I am gonna do to you

- Evil plans Mr Pattinson?

- Like always its your fault you are looking like Fuck.Me.Hard.Now

I shook my head How everything was so normal with him We have just meet a few weeks ago but it was like our lives were waiting for each other Noone felt so right to me before He asked ‘What are you thinking’ My eyes met his and I said ‘Everything comes so normal with you’ His eyes left mines and he said ‘Its a good thing’ For one second I felt like Rob got relaxed but he was thinking something too I looked up at him and said ‘And now you are looking thoughtful’ His perfect lips pressed into a line like he didnt pleased about something or was he angry I didnt like it as I felt that he disturbed by something God What was that I asked ‘Whats wrong’ with a soft voice He looked into my eyes and said ‘Please I dont want to talk about it now’ I said ‘But you know how it makes me feel when you hide something’ I wished I could read his mind His expression got better and he talked with a soft voice ‘I am gonna tell it another time’ Than it turned into an unreadble expression

RobPattinson-Sexonfire

MESSED-UP


Chapter 11

- Look I know we have argued but I really dont want to be alone

- So you called me?

- Yeah a kind of

- *smiled* Its ok I am gonna pick you up soon

- *smiled* ok

I walked to my room and just checked what I have to wear I decided to wear my gren v-neck sleeveless t-shirt with my jeans I turned to look myself on the mirror This was the t-shirt that tried in the cabin which he fucked me in it I flushed as the memory came to my mind I remember how he grabbed me to inside of the cabin and told me he wants me I have said no but he has been so surprised by it He has been looking broken I have been told him that I want him to do it He has been undecided but in the end he has been fucked me hard and fast in there I have been hardly kept myself quiet I shook my head and tried to clean my mind up before Xavier came He called me and said ‘I will be in there in 5 mins’ I said ‘Ok I am ready’ I sat down to the sofa This conversation was so normal Why it wasnt like this with Rob? I started to think again and there was a knock on the door I just went to open it but Xavier didnt make our traditional hug He was looking serious I said ‘Is there something wrong’ I was worried He said ‘No just there is something that I want to talk with you’

- What is that?

- I am not ready to tell it right now

- WHY?

- Cuz its important

- Ohh Ok but What are we gonna do now?

- What about a movie?

- It sounds good

We left for the teather When we have arrived we took a look and choose a movie It was a comedy movie as I dont feel like going to a romantic one There were almost 30 mins till the movie’s start He asked me ‘Are you hungry?’ I said ‘No I woke up late so I missed the breakfast’

- You are not looking good

- I am ok

- REALLY?

- Yeah may not so good but ok

- Thats because of Him

- Please stop with this

We have just started to walk and they announced the movie We turned back and took our places on our seats Movie was good but I couldnt laugh at all After the end Xavier told that he wants to talk with me He said ‘You are so much into him’ I said tell me something that I dont know’ and rolled my eyes

- There is something and it disturbs you I can see it Is it the sex thing
*with a careful voice*

- I dont know I have never felt like this before

- But you are running away and you came to me for that

- What’s your point?
*with a cold voice*

- I think this has a mean Have you ever thought that we can be more than friends

- N-no Pls D-dont do this

- Lets have something to drink

- Yeah I really need it

- Just think

- You know that I love him
*with a desparate voice*

He came with two drinks in his each hand and he handed one to me with an unreadable expression I drunk it fastly He said ‘Calm down Dont drink so fast’ I said ‘Dont Tell Me What To Do OK’ I was mad at him I took my second glass and drunk it fastly too than I asked for the third one He just fulled my glass again and I drunk it with one breath I said ‘One more’ He said ‘Dont’ I took the fourth drink and continued fort he fifth He frowned and said ‘ENOUGH’ I said ‘I am feeling free dont make me stop’ He didnt listen and took my glass from my hand He looked at me than suddenly started to kiss me on the lips I was shocked

As I said 'No’ to his face but he didnt seem to hear me I said ‘STOP’ I was almost shouting He didnt stop and pulled me closer I was trying to not let him I was trying to make him listen He grabbed my wrists as I was drunk and weak He kept kissing me I tried to push him away but I couldnt do it than I started to turn back to his kiss What the hell was I doing I found the angry voice inside me and said ‘STOP’ My voice was cold but hot with anger too I just want to kick him My phone started to ring I took a look and said ‘Shit’ It was Rob I hung it up and he asked ‘Where are you’ I said ‘What’ like I didnt hear the anger in his voice

MESSED-UP


Chapter 10



I went to him and kissed him passinotely He didnt stop and took me on him I said ‘no pls dont’ He said ‘but before you go…’ I said ‘if you do this I cant go’ He flashed me an evil grin and started to kiss me again I moan and said ‘pls dont’ with a voice which is weak and made him stop I said ‘I am gonna miss you’ He said ‘not as much as I am gonna miss you ’ with a deep voice I looked at him His eyes were keeping mines He was serious I said ‘you are making harder for me to go but I need this’ I was trying to be strong and I kissed him simply I took my bag than left without looking at him I walked Dont know how much I walked but than stopped I called Xavier and said I am free to meet He has known the place so he came and said ‘hey’ and holded me with carrying me as always he did I said ‘hi’ and we both smiled He said ‘so you broke up with him’ There was a hope in his voice I said ‘what no I definetly didnt’ He was acting like it was an unexpected thing He asked ‘than why are you looking for hotel’ I said ‘its just for 3 days’ He said ‘why are you doing this’ I said ‘well its hard to explain complicated even for me’ He said ‘wooww tell me what is so special in him’ It was like he is curious about this I said ‘he has everything that I can expect even…’ He said ‘lets get in the car I gotta take you to the hotel’ We both walked and got into the car Xavier asked ‘look I have to tell this to you but you are different since him’ He was not comfortable I could see that I said ‘like what’ He said ‘you were so free you were a kind of girl that does-what-she-knows’ I said ‘cuz noone was taking care of me like this before’ He said ‘he is controling you’ I said ‘actually thats why I took this break’ He said ‘how is he doing this’ I said ‘we shouldnt talk about it’ He said ‘tell me’ I said ‘Xavier he knows how to effect me’ I was telling a weakness and it was not easy Xavier said ‘you know you can tell me anything’ I said ‘he is doing it with sex’ Xavier was shocked and he said ‘dont tell me that he wants you to be his sub’ I said ‘no actually its not him its me’ Xavier shouted ‘what’ I said ‘shh’ He said ‘you what’ I said ‘I want to be like that for him’ His eyes widen and he shouted ‘What! Are you hearing what you are saying!’ I said ‘Forget about it I shouldnt have tell it to you’ My voice was not good as I disturbed by his reaction He was talking with a slow voice ‘ do you really want this do you really want to be his sub do you want him to fuck you like that’ He was talking you he is expecting me to say no I said ‘ I dont know thats why I am staying away from him’ with a normal voice He was stil in shock He said ‘I cant believe this’ I was feeling guilty I said ‘I think I beter go’ Xavier said ‘no dont go’ His voice was like he really dont want me to go but I said ‘no I have to go’ He said ‘ok let me take you to the hotel’ with a normal voice I said ‘ok’ We walked and got in the car We havent talked again till we came to the front of the hotel I said ‘I know you are mad but..’ He cutted me and said ‘lets talk about it later’ with a normal voice again I just got out of the car and got into the hotel I made my way to my room I was mad at myself as I said all those things to him I just lied down to my bed and started to listen some music I was trying not to think but thoughts were coming to hunt me Why did he tied me up? Why did I let him to do it? Why did he say that he always wants to fuck me hard? He has told me it was about me Did he love to see me like that? Why did I like when he orders when he becomes the boss? I was the free girl but why did this happen when it came to sex? I just realized I like to see him as my master and it was the thing that I affraid of What could I do about it? He was being hard on me and he has a dark side The *sir* word… All those girls were calling him like that? Did I want to be one of them? I have known the answer was no He told me that he didnt want this for me but why he didnt be gentle if he could do it? Too much to think about
I just left to have diner and when I got back to my room I took some phills which was gonna keep me sleep for hours I closed my eyes and slip into my sleep…
I opened my eyes and checked the clock out which was on the end table that next to my bed It was 13.10 Was this the other day? I looked out from the huge window The sun was shining I stared at it for a while than left fort he lunch with thoughts in my head I have chosen something little that I could eat I checked the restaurant out and find a silent corner at the back I slowly made my way to there and sat down to the little table I started to eat and think I was missing him I was missing his touch I was missing his eyes on me I shook my head and told myself ‘Just two days its just two fuckings days’ Being alone was not helping and my stomach was not able to accept more food I left before finished my lunch and called Xavier The phone rang twice and he hung up I said ‘Hey’ with a worried voice as I was waiting him to be mad at me

MESSED-UP


Chapter 9


I said ‘I mean not seeing you for few days’ He said ‘why are you doing this’ I said ‘cuz you are making me loose myself I want to be with you always all the time I just cant even remember how was my life before you’ He said ‘do you think I remember’ I said ‘you cant be dazzled by me’ He said ‘you are complately unaware your effect on me however I gave you the clue’ I asked ‘do you mean taking me to your home’ He said ‘yeah I have never have thought how someone would looked like into my life’ I said ‘I really need to stay away from you to clean my mind up’ He asked ‘how many days’ I could feel the suffer in his voice as he didnt want me to go I said ‘I dont know may 3 or 5 days’ He said ‘dont leave’ I said ‘I am not leaving you I am gonna stay away thats it I need to find the balance’ He said ‘sleep with me tonight’ I said ‘another sex threath? another hard-fuck?’ He shook his head and said ‘For God’s sake no’ He was almost shouting Than his voice took a soft sexy tone ‘I mean sleep in my arms lie down next to me’ I asked ‘what did make you change like this’ He said ‘were you thinking that I only want you for sex’ My head was on me I said ‘yeah’ He was angry ‘I told you I dont want you just for it I told you that I love you’ I said ‘I love you too’ He wrapped his arms around me and we lied down to the bed than he started to sing to my ear His voice was so good It was making me feel relaxed His smell was divine I could stay like this forever but I was tired and I fall asleep It was a calm morning when I opened my eyes between his arms I kissed his shoulder and he opened his eyes I smiled He said ‘goodmorning my love’ I said ‘that was really nice’ and kissed him on the lips He said ‘did you decide to stay’ I said ‘I told you I have to go for a while’ He said ‘ok but where are you gonna go’ He was obviously want to know about it I bitted my bottom lip and said ‘I am gonna stay with Xavier’ He took his hands and said ‘do you want me to let you stay with a guy who takes you to a sex-party’ He was angry I said ‘he wasnt even awere of it and why are you so angry dont you trust me’ He said ‘I trust you but I dont trust him cuz I know he wants you’ I said ‘he is just a friend you know that’ He said ‘He wants you so I dont want you to stay with him’ I said ‘than I am gonna find a hotel but I wont tell it to you and I want to see him ok? He was angry He closed his eyes and shook his head I was waiting for his anwer I was nervous He said ‘you are just gonna see him and thats it nothing more’ I said ‘it will be like how we were when we have met’ I was putting my clothes into the bag He said ‘are you sure’ I said ‘yeah I am I told you he is my friend and he always acts that way’ He said ‘is he gonna hold you’ I rolled my eyes and said ‘I gotta go now’ He said ‘now?’ I said ‘yes you know I need to find a good hotel’ He asked ‘why dont you tell me the hotel’ He seemed a little grieved I said ‘cuz you will probably try to get me back’ He said ‘I need to know about you’ He was using his effect again I shook my head and said ‘I am gonna call you ok’ I looked at his face He was looking at me with pressed lips and burning eyes

MESSED-UP

Chapter 8

Than we got out of the hospital I hugged Xavier before we got in the car and said ‘hope to see you soon’ He smiled and said ‘me too’ and Rob said ‘thanks’ to him I was surprised and I asked ‘what was that’ when we got in the car He said ‘he cares about you thats it I am stil mad at him’ Than I realized that it was beter to change the topic but he did it before me and asked ‘are you hungry’ I was not even aware if I am or not but I was hungry so I said ‘yeah I think’ He said ‘would you give me the honour of attending me in this lunch’ He was playful again I smiled and said ‘the honour is mine sir’ He didnt like the last word as I saw from his face expression but he didnt mention about it We came to an average place It was nice quiet and peaceful so I like it He just took the menu and I took it too and checked it out I said ‘you should choose’ He said ‘I have already chosen’ I was mad at him but I didnt want to loose his playful time I said ‘so no dessert?’ with the eyes that dancing with humour He said ‘I have a special plan for dessert actually’ His voice was like laughing at a private joke I smiled and said ‘do I wanna know it’ He laughed and said ‘you are gonna live it’ I flushed and our lunch came It was steak and red wine and we both started to eat in peace While we were leaving I said ‘now its time for dessert’ with an excitement in my voice He said ‘yeah I have plans for dessert, you are gonna be the dessert’ I said ‘what’ he said ‘we gotta g oto the kitchen at first’ than we came into the house I made my way through the kitchen He came with me He smiles –that damn naughty and sexy smile- and points me some caramel I asked ‘when did you..’ He cutted and said ‘when I learn that you like it’ I smiled and took some to my index finger He came and took my hand while I was licking it and he started to lick it too I said ‘I want it too’ He smiled and said ‘you are one greedy woman lets see what we can do with it’ He was playful and that voice was sexy He took some caramel to his middle finger I smiled and started to lick it than I started to suck his finger He like it and said ‘go on baby’ than got rid of my jeans I stoped and took his t-shirt off than I came his jeans I started to unbutton his jean and he throw it to the ground and took my t-shirt off He undo my bra and took my panties off slowly with touching me He made me sit over the workbench He throw his boxers to the ground and took some caramel to his middle finger again I started to suck and he said stop and told me to part my legs than he slided that finger inside me I cried out and said ‘god’ He said ‘you are so hot and so wet’ I blushed and he started to move I said ‘pls I want you inside me’ He said ‘this is going to be hard baby’ I cried out and begged ‘pls Rob pls’ Than he slid into me fastly and hardly I groan and he started to move gently I was moaning wanting more He whispered with that damn sexy voice ‘do you want more’ to my ear I said ‘pls’ He grabbed me each side of my belly and started to move He said ‘your fingers’ I put my fingers and started to make a circle like I did before I was feeling him more again He said ‘make that circle harder’ and started to fuck me fast and hard I was crying out and dying from pleasure I said ‘this is too much’ He said ‘hold on baby’ and pushed inside me harder, stronger and faster I stoped doing the circle he said ‘go on and do it hard’ I did as I am told I was feeling him more and more harder and harder I cried out and said ‘god Rob have some mercy on me’ He said ‘I told you that this is gonna be hard’ and pushed inside me really hard again He pulled out of me than I started to cry immidately When he saw my tears he looked like freak it out and asked with a worried voice ‘whats wrong did I hurt you’He was calm and ready to take care again I said ‘no I mean not like you think’ He said ‘tell me what the hell did I do wrong’ I said ‘why are you doing this to me’ He asked with a soft but suffering voice ‘what am I doing to you’ I said ‘you are taking my control from me you are doing it with sex’ He said ‘I am really sorry baby I am not doing it on purpose I just..’ I said ‘you just?’ He continued ‘I want you with that way but I am gonna be gentle next time I promise’ I said ‘like you can be less perfect look I am complately dazlled by you so I just need some distance’ He asked ‘what do you mean with distance’

Messed-Up

Chapter 7

I was holding his hand as I was affraid Than I realized that I was in a hospital when I opened my eyes I was about to talk so opened my mouth and he said ‘everything is ok my love’ I said ‘my love?’ He said ‘yeah’ and I heard someone is walking inside than I worried voice came ‘how is she?’ I realized that it was Xavier I said ‘I’m ok’ He came next to me and said ‘you finally opened your eyes’ I asked ‘since when I’m sleeping’ to both of them Rob said ‘for 13 hours and 42 mins’ I said ‘were you always in here’ They both said ‘yeah’ and I asked ‘did you count’ to Rob He said ‘yeah and I blame myself in every min’ I said ‘what why’ He said ‘you have fainted because of me’ I said ‘no its noth you its me I dont know how to handle with this thats not your fault’ He said ‘stop doing this to me dont take my fault on you’ And Xavier said ‘did she faint because of you’ I could feel the anger in his voice Rob said ‘yes’ I said ‘I hope you both not planning to fight’ They both said ‘no’ Xavier said ‘I need some fresh air’ I said ‘ok sure but you are gonna come back’ He said ‘I will’ than turned and left Rob was looking into my eyes and he said ‘do you know how much you are important to me Do you know what do you mean’ I decided to be honest and said ‘well not exacly’ He asked ‘how can I show you’ I said ‘stay with me let me know you more’ He smiled and said ‘but you were already in my house’ I said ‘what’ He said ‘you are the only one who knows my house out of my family and best friends’ I said ‘so the others werent in there’ He smiled and that sexy smile made me melt than said ‘yeah and you are the only woman that I sing while having sex’ I seemed like he loved it I said ‘your voice is like caramel soft,sweet its so beautiful’ He smiled and said ‘like you’ with a sweet-sexy voice I said ‘like me?’ There was a message like I dont believe in my voice He said ‘yeah you have a flawless silk skin and your taste is the best thing that I have ever seen’ His fingertips were on my cheek I bitted my lip and I said ‘really I mean you have had many girls but you are saying this for me’ He said ‘noone made me feel like you did’ His voice was so impressive an romantic I said ‘I stil dont understand what I have the others dont’ He said ‘I am gonna show you as soon as I have you’ I flushed He said ‘so you like caramel’ I said ‘yeah’ than couldnt help and go on ‘I want to taste it from you’ He smiled and said ‘are you planning to use my body for your naughty thoughts’ his eyes were dancing with humour I laughed and said ‘yeah as you are planning for mine’ He said ‘I have shown you a little what can I do to you’ I said ‘little’ He said ‘yeah I made you sensitive and I was hard on you but you were in a comfortable situation’ I said ‘like what’ He said ‘I havent fuck you on the ground or on a chair and I let you move’ I said ‘let me move’ He said ‘next time I am gonna show you a little more’
I flushed and we both were smiled than Xavier came back He asked ‘how are you’ I said ‘I’m good and its so nice you to be here’ He said ‘it was hard to convince him’ I said ‘but you are here for me right?’ He said ‘yeah I am’ and smiled Rob said ‘he was really worried about you’ I said ‘I can guess’ and continued ‘but isnt this enough for me to be here when are we gonna leave’ Rob said ‘you are fine we can leave now’ I said ‘pls I am really bored in this place’ He smiled and left to arrange my exit We were talking with Xavier He was telling me how much he worried form e I was telling that he is overreacting Jeez what was wrong with both of them Than Rob was back and I smiled when I saw him

MESSED UPChapter 6

He said ‘I had many girls around me and some of them…’ He stopped again God say it Than he continued ‘Some of them have begged me for this’ I was complately frozen but I said ‘you mean to have sex with you’ He said ‘yes and some of them got it’ I just freeze I could just get the vision A beautiful girl that offering herself to him Inside I felt a jelausy which was about to come out and I said ‘how many’ He said ‘I dont know may 5 or 10’ I said ‘and whats the connection between me acting like this and them’ He said ‘they were calling me sir’ I shocked again but I could say ‘what why’ Rob continued ‘I dont know they were doing it automaticly like you’ I said ‘God you are using it on me you are turning me into that’ He said ‘yeah am I using it’ I said ‘your sex is a kind of power which controls me’ He said ‘I have never thought that I am gonna see you like this’ I said ‘see me like this like begging you’ He said ‘yeah you are so powerful and amazing but when it comes to sex you are just doing what I am saying’ I said ‘do you mean that you dont want this’ He was confusing He said ‘Jesus I want this its weird that I only wanted this with you’ I said ‘why’ He said ‘I wanted to be your master since you have told me no since you have told that memory you had with Xavier’ I said ‘I havent told you no’ He said once you did’ I said ‘when’ He said ‘we were at shoping remember’ I said ‘Jesus Rob you got your revenge’ He said ‘yeah but you are the only one who says no to me thats why I wanted to control you you are just like a kind of girl who does what she wants and that got me’ Fuck I could see his darkness now I said ‘I cant do it I really cant’ He says ‘I know you would regret I tried to warn you but I am so into you I dont want you to go’ I said ‘I am giving you what you want and there is no regret’ He said ‘No regret’ I said ‘No but I just dont want that noone controled me like this before I can see what will happen’ He said ‘what will happen?’ I said ‘you will make me addicted a kind of sex addicted’ He said ‘I dont want this for you baby I dont want you to leave’ I said ‘I dont want to leave and I dont wanna be like this either’ He said ‘Its like turning around a circle’ I asked ‘why are you doing this to me I have never felt weak as much as I am feeling while…’ He cutted me and said ‘you dont know how powerful you are’ I said ‘what’ He said ‘they were begging for my one movement and you’ I cutted him ‘dont tell me that I am different’ He said ‘yeah you are’ I said ‘It wont make it easier’ He said ‘we can discuss this later may I can have you again’ I said ‘yeah we can discuss it later but no not now’ He said ‘are you saying no again’ I said ‘It seems like that’ and he said ‘thats your second no and thats why you are strong’ Than my phone rang It was Xavier and I hung up He said ‘Hi I am around can we meet’ I said ‘sure when’ He said ‘I am gonna pick you up in 30 mins’ I said ‘ok I will be waiting’ Rob was looking at me with asking eyes I said ‘I am meeting with Xavier’ He said ‘Jesus no you cant go’ I said ‘I can’ He said ‘I cant let you go dont you know he wants you’ I said ‘I can protect myself and he is just my friend I dont think he will get out of this’ He said ‘I stil cant let you’ with a dominand voice I said ‘jesus Rob you are not my master’ He said ‘you have a kind of mystery I want to figure it out I just want to discover everything about you’ I said ‘why? to be my master?’ He said ‘shit dont tell me master I didnt want that I told you’ I was just so tired after all this really-hard-fuck and meeting his darkness My sight was not clear I was about to faint I could feel it than I slipped and there was nothing

MESSED UP

Chapter 5


He took a step back as I looked at him

-Now I am gonna get in water and take you to there
There was an evil grin on his face

- Why are you going first?

-Cuz I am gonna take you on me
I smiled He took a step into the water lied down and gave me his hand I took a step and got into the water He said ‘Lie down on me I want to feel your body’ Ohh my his sentences were hot I did as I am told His hands were on me I was touching him discovering his body under my fingertips I was feeling his breath His smell was good as much as drive a girl insane I started from his face His skin was so soft touched his cheeks than his chin than move my way to his neck Kissed him from there Than my hands were on his chest His chesthair was so good I kissed him from there too than move my hand down I was kissing him all over and I came there His considerable length ohh my he was going to be inside me in a few mins with it He said ‘I want to touch you too so its your turn to lie down to here’ I did as I am told He started from my hair His long fingers were between them Than he moved his way down to my back His fingers were slowly discovering it He came to my hip and from there moved his way down to my leg My skin was burning under his touches He kissed me and I parted my legs for him He smiled and kissed me once more Than he pushed his two fingers inside me Moved them in and out hardly I cried out I was expecting a circle but he didnt do it He said apart your legs further I did as I am told He grabbed me from each side of my belly and slid into me It was not normal but not hard as he has done before He started to move with a normal rythm After a while it became so normal to me I said ‘Rob pls harder’ He said ‘Be careful about what you wish for baby’ I said ‘pls’ He started to move He said ‘Put your fingers rigth over here’ He meant nearly the place that he has just slid into me I did and said ‘why’ with my breath which I could obviously say not regular He said ‘make a circle’ I did and at the same time he was moving inside me I said ‘Awww it makes me feel you more’ He smiled and said ‘Continue’ I started to do it with his rythm and I was crying out as he was fast and I was doing it I stopped to do it He frowned and said ‘dont stop to do it’ so I started again and he moved fast and hard I said ‘pls Rob ahhrrrr’ I was feeling him more I was sensitive and he was doing it not hard as he used to do before I cried out again He said ‘no baby dont come not now I want to be long’ and he pulled out of me He said ‘I am gonna take you from behind’ I stood up and he got my back He slid into me again and started to move and I realized that he was absorbing the effect I said ‘You are gonna continue from front right?’ He said ‘Yes like we have just done’ and smiled That smile was sexy as hell I cried out and he pulled out of me I lied down again and he was between my legs He slid into me hard this time I groan and he said ‘your fingers’ I did what I have done at first He started to move hardly as I was doing circle I cried out He was moving fast and hard Than I felt his full length I said ‘pls’ while I was crying out He pushed inside me harder He was really fucking hard and making me more sensitive I said ‘Ahhrr Rob pls this is so much’ He said ‘wait’ and started to move faster I screamed and he continued I was just hardly stand that I was biting my lips holding him with one of my hands but nothing was enough What he was doing to me was my-blowingly great I cried out and said ‘Rob pls’ He didnt seem to hear and I loudly begged ‘pls sir pls’ He suddenly stoped He pulled out of me and said ‘what did you said’ He was shocked as I understood from his voice I said ‘I called you sir’

-WHY did you use that word?

-You didnt hear me and I just said it automaticly so I dont know why
My voice was low

-Dont Do That To Me

-Do what?
I was surprised by his reaction

-Dont use that word and dont act like that
He was like telling something really important and warning

Than something started to twirl around my head it was obvious that he had something about this before I said ‘whats wrong with using that word you are hiding something I can see it’ I was not feeling good He said ‘I just..’ and stopped ‘Talk to me sir pls’ I was begging in my mind but I kept myself quiet and he started to talk

-I told you you just dont know what you are letting yourself to get into

-What Is Wrong With That Word? How I am acting? I need to know what you are thinking otherwise I will go on like this as I dont know how I can act with another way

I was just trying to find out what was going on

MESSED-UP

CHAPTER 4

We both put our clothes on again and he started the engine I said ‘Rob nothing can hurt me more than that if you leave me’ He said ‘you are wrong’ he was talking like dark I asked ‘Why’ with a hope to see whats behind that side He said ‘One day will come and you will visit the set’ I said ‘So’ Rob said ‘Think that if its a bed scene You are gonna see me with another girl’ I said ‘Rob its your job I have to take it’ He said ‘You wouldnt have to take it if I wouldnt be famous’ I said ‘What Rob you are thinking with the opposite way of mine’ He said ‘What’ I said ‘Yeah if you wouldnt be famous I wouldnt even know that you are exists’ He said ‘You cant have a normal relationship with me’ I said ‘May I cant but what if thats what I want’ Rob said ‘You dont know what you let yourself to get into’ I said ‘I know’ with an automatic reaction He said ‘Tell me than’ He was nervous I said ‘I am just trying to be with someone that I shouldnt even dare to talk but somehow that one says he loves me and he has my everything’ He said ‘You are just stepping into a life which is shining on the black’ I said ‘I wont take step back’ He said ‘Dont be so sure’ I said ‘Why’ He said ‘Lets talk about something else now Tell me about your life before we have met’ I said ‘Well there was not too much difference after I came here you know studying hanging out with friends but sometimes I miss my family my mom my dad my little brother now I am away from them’ He said ‘Why did you came here for exacly’ I said ‘It was only for universty you know that I was studying at UCLA’ He said ‘So your universty is ending in this month you have two weeks’ I said ‘Yeah but I havent thought something to say them’ Rob looked into my eyes and said ‘You shouldnt stay here for me I dont worth that’ I couldnt keep it inside and said ‘Jesus Rob what makes you think that you dont worth that’ I was feeling like why he just dont understand There was no patient in my voice He looked into my eyes ‘I am not perfect but people believe that I dont even know how this -fucked famous up- life started’ I said ‘Thats your problem ok may you are not perfect but you are really good and you are not seeing it’ He said ‘Are you saying this for a man who cant even be nice to you’ I asked ‘Being nice to me’ He said ‘What am I doing to you while I am inside you’ I shocked and asked ‘Do you think you hurt me’ He said ‘It would be easier with someone else someone who can be kind’ He was saying this like he has thought about it before like he really believed it I cutted him and said ‘Who told you I want someone else’ My voice was calm but strong He said ‘You dont even know about this out of me god I cant believe that I tied you up’ I said ‘If to be honest it was hot’ He said ‘Ok but what I have done to you in this car you were screaming I could be gentle to you but I always want to fuck you hard and I am doing it’ He was talking like he is trying to convince met hat he is not good for me I said ‘Why do you always want to fuck me hard’ –I couldnt believe that I was talking like this- He said ‘Its because of this Fuck-me-now look’ I said ‘You mean you want to do it now’ He pulled over We were in front of his house He said ‘Yeah and I need to have you soon lets go inside and have some bath’ he winked and I melted He put his arm on my shoulder so I felt his body’s length against mine He was so yummy in those tight jeans and black t-shirt I said ‘You know that you are the only thing that I want’ He said ‘I know baby and thats why I am scared I am important for you more than I deserve’ He was serious while saying this I said ‘You worth that believe me’ My voice was full of with the message *believe it* He said ‘Sometimes you are not that relax with me’ He was talking like its an important question for him I said ‘Because you are over-thinking sometimes and I cant decide when you will do that’ He was unlocking the door We got inside and He said ‘I want you to be mine but I want to go when I want I cant do both I told you that I have never been into a girl that much I dont know how I feel like this I love you and I dont want to think about future I just want to live you now’ I said ‘Do it than’ He said ‘Give me your jacket’ He helped me to took it off And I took his jacket off He started to kiss me The kiss got hotter and hotter I took his t-shirt off than he took mine off His hands came to the buttons of my jeans and he unbuttoned it so I throw them to the floor I kissed his neck touched there than moved my way down and unbuttoned his jeans We were about to come to the bathroom He went to the big hottub and opened the water He added foam The smell was sweet and welcoming He undo my bra with one move I only left with my panties He said ‘Strip them for me’ I said ‘Ok but how’ He said ‘Just do it as you feel think what you feel for me’ I closed my eyes and tried to concentrate His hands were on each side of my belly so I concentrate on them I touched his fingers and did a little dance between them I turned my back to him took a step beck we were so close than I turned to him again hook my index finger to one side than turned back again and opened my legs Hook the other other side as I was closing my legs I took a step back to him and met with his fingers again and slid it under them and throw it to the ground He said ‘Now I want to be inside you do you know how sexy you look’ I said ‘No’ He made me turn to him grabbed my leg and wrapped it around him I was feeling his need I got closer He said ‘I dont want to slid into you in here I am gonna take you in there’

MESSED UP

CHAPTER 3

He said ‘I should have understood from his reactions’ He was nervous He was talking like suffering and it hurt me but I asked ‘understand what’ Rob continued with the same voice which makes my hearth burn and said ‘he wants you’ I said ‘what’ I was shocked Rob said ‘He wants what he couldnt do that day’ His voice was taking an angry tone I said ‘no he doesnt want something like this I dont think so’ Rob said ‘I read it from his looks he touches you as much as he can but he is hiding it’ there was anger and mystery in his voice I said ‘how are you saying this we both are friends and thats it’ I was nervous and trying to convince him Rob said ‘no he is acting like friend but he wants you to be up for more’ His voice was getting colder and he was talking like hate it I said ‘you are over-thinking this time’ He said ‘no just saw it he freak it out when I said what we have done’ I said ‘jesus Rob he didnt even talk about this out of a few words’ Rob said ‘look I am not trying to make you hate him or something but I have seen it in his every move that he made to you he is acting really well but an actor cant get the other one he wants you he wants what I have and thats driving me crazy I dont want him to be around you’ He was nervous and serious I said ‘you are serious’ He said ‘yes I am’ with a cold voice I didnt like it and said ‘you are mad at me and you are talking like suffering’ I was so sad He said ‘I am mad at him not you!’ His voice was like I didnt understand He continued with a soft way ‘And yeah I cant even think that I loose you’ I just stopped My hearth came to my mouth I was just thinking that he loves me I was trying to get it but now he was saying he doesnt want to loose me I just talked and said whats on my mind ‘Rob I stil cant believe that you love me now you are saying you cant loose me its going so fast but I am so much into you I am in love with you like you are another world for me which can I leave the other one for it’ My breath was hitched while saying it He said ‘no dont do that I cant be that important for you’ I could understant that he has just panicked from his voice so I said ‘why’ He shook his head and said ‘you believe that I am perfect but I am not’ I said ‘what yes you are’ He said ‘no’ He was talking like he is so sure I said ‘Am I important for you’ He said ‘of course you are dont you see’ so I continued ‘Than why I cant make you important’ He said ‘cuz if you make me that important I can hurt you without knowing it I have never became loyal with someone I have never been into a girl like this before’ His voice was like that he is trying to tell something to himself but I panicked after these sentences Does he mean that he can leave me one day even if I am important I was frowning as the thoughts started to twirl around my head He said ‘whats wrong’ with a voice that shows I am important for him I said ‘do you mean that you can leave me one day’ I hardly finished the sentence as the thought even cant standable than couldnt look into his eyes as I havent the strength but he was looking at me with an unreadable expression Giving nothing away I said ‘should I take this silence as yes’ This time his lips were right over my ear He was not talking than those lips found mines and he kissed me on the lips I asked ‘what was this’ He said ‘this was the answer’ with a sweet voice I said ‘so this means that you wont’ There was a hope in my voice but it shouldnt be Stupid girl you are addicted to him He smiled and said ‘I dont think that I can leave you cuz I am in love with you but I can hurt you’ Sometimes it was hard to understand him What should I say for this

MESSED UP

CHAPTER 2

I said ‘I know but still…’ My voice was not nice as I didnt like what I was thinking Rob said ‘what ‘s wrong’ He was waiting for blow up Xavier said ‘ok we shouldnt talk about this now’ Rob told me to say it and I said ‘You wont like it so pls wait for the right time’ Rob said ‘Is it so serious’ I said ‘May not that serious but its not a thing that you would want to hear now’ Xavier looked at me I shook my head to the unwelcoming thought as I remember what happened that night Rob whispered me and said ‘you are gonna tell me when we left from here’ I said ‘I am not sure’ My voice was full of doubt He said ‘you will tell me or I wont touch you till you learn to behave like I want’ There was a threatening and sexy tone in his voice I said ‘jesus Rob you know that I cant stand this’ Xavier asked ‘Is he threatening you’ He was nervous I turned to Xavier and said ‘are you both reading each other’s mind’ They laughed at me and I smiled as the atmosphere got a little ligther Xavier’s phone was ringing so he hung up He was talking with someone from work as I understand He said ‘I have to go now but I am gonna see you again soon ok’ His voice was like he wants to be sure about it I said ‘sure’ Than he came and hugged me again and touched my chin I smiled He said ‘are you gonna tell him’ with a serious way I said ‘I dont know’ Xavier said ‘dont’ I just looked him He looked into my eyes and there was an unspoken conversation between us than he said ‘goodbye’ I said ‘see you’ He smiled turned back and walked away We were alone with Rob but I was affraid to look him in the eyes He grabbed my chin so I forced to look him He was looking into my eyes and hypnotizing me He asked ‘what happened that time’ His voice was showing that he was corious about know it I said ‘he didnt want met to tell you’ Rob kept looking into my eyes and said ‘dont do that’ I was aware of this voice He was using this whenever he does something on purpose I said ‘you are amazing me’ He smiled and said ‘tell me’ I frown and said ‘at first we both should calm down’ He said ‘than lets go and see what we can do for it’ with a playful voice I said ‘you can have me’ and smiled He said ‘here and now in the car’ my eyes widen but I said ‘ok’ with an excitement in me He took me to the car and we found a silent corner He said ‘on the back’ Than we both got in back of the car He kissed me It was a kind of kiss -I own you- Than he started to took my clothes off I took his clothes off In a few mins we both were naked He took me oh him we were nose to nose he nuzzled my hair I touched his neck than he kissed me and grabbed me with each side of my belly at the same time he was parting my legs Than he slid into me and took me by surprise I groan and he started to move I cried out between his movements into me It was a kind of –I own you- sex He was deep and fast He was fucking me hard really hard I was screaming He said

You

Are

The

Most

Amazing

Girl

Between his hard movements into me I said ‘you are perfect’ as I could do with my hitched breath He called my name and came Than I let it go so we both were breathless I couldnt move after he finished with me He was still in me and he said ‘I love you’ I said ‘I love you too’ than he kissed me and took me into his arms than pulled out of me I groan again He said ‘tell me now’ I said ‘ok but he wont learn that’ He said ‘he wont learn’ His voice was reasuring me I started to talk ‘Xavier came to my school at last year He was a new student but he was sweet kind and I was comfortable with him as friend so we were spending time together and we have common friends that we hung out some time like 4 or 6 people Than one day…’ I stopped Rob was listening carefully He was watching all my expressions He said ‘that day’ with a straight voice He was giving nothing away and I continued ‘our friends invited us to a party we said ok than we went there at first everything was normal’ My voice was changing as I was remembering this weird and fucked-up memory ‘we were drinking something’ Rob cutted me ‘did he let you to drink shit you shouldnt have drink’ I said ‘we didnt drink exacly just one beer for me and he drunk two’ I stopped so Rob said ‘what happened after you drunk’ He was nervous and wanted to know I continued ‘we realized that it was not a normal party and they invited us as a couple when they showed us a room’ My voice was changing and taking a dramatic tone Rob’s eyes widen he said ‘fuck it was a sex-party’ He was really really mad I said ‘yes they put us into the room so we got close to each other he kissed me and…’ Rob closed his eyes I closed mines and said ‘we were about to took all our clothes off’ I was telling these with a voice which shows how much I disturbed Rob was holding his breath ‘you were naked werent you’ His voice was cold I said ‘no but half naked’ Rob asked ‘how much’ ‘I was naked till my bra and panties and he was till his boxers’ Rob was holding his breath again so I went on ‘It was the effect of the beers cuz after that day we learnt they added it a kind of drug but at that time we both took a step back than apologized from each other as we got close more than we could take’ I stopped and waited for his reactions He wasnt saying anything Seconds were coming like days I said ‘I am sorry’ He opened his eyes He was looking like freak it out so I waited for sentences…

MESSED UP

CHAPTER 1

Xavier was calling again I said see he wont get back and shook my head Rob said hang it up with a normal voice I hung up the phone Xavier asked ‘why didnt you hang up’ I said ‘I wasnt available’ He asked ‘Is there something wrong’ His voice was like worried I said ‘no nothing wrong’ to reasure him He said ‘you are not telling the truth’ I said ‘Xavier can we talk about this when we met’ He said ‘ok I am gonna pick you up’ I said ‘Xavier I can come’ He said ‘hmm there are some differences on you’ I couldnt help my voice and said ‘you understood that’ He said ‘yes and I didnt like it btw we are meeting at 6 ok’ I said ‘ok but where’ he asked ‘where are you exacly now’ Holy shit ‘Its not important just tell me some place’ I was smiling as I was trying to be convincing to him Rob was stil watching me When I looked at him I saw his lips were pressed up a line I bited mine and said ‘sorry’ with a light voice He run his long fingers through his hair I was looking at him I forgot about Xavier than turned back with his asking voice ‘are you there jesus what happened to you’ I said ‘you will learn’ Xavier said ‘Forget about 6 I am going Seattle now and I want to see you in the place that we have met before’ I said ‘well ok … err coming than’ Xavier said ‘ok’ with a voice that shows he is waiting for something I said ‘I’ll see you than’ he said ‘ok see you’ Than I pressed no and looked Rob He was frowning His eyes were burning I said ‘look I am sorry I should have mention about him to you before’ Rob said ‘yes you should have but now .. tell me what he wants’ He seemed calm I said ‘he wants to see me in Seattle’ His eyes widen ‘See you in Seattle’ He was almost shouthing I said ‘Rob pls calm down its not far’ He said ‘I am coming’ Words were so clear and hard I said ‘ok but pls give me some time to talk with him’ He asked ‘why do you need this time’ I said ‘Cuz he will probably freak it out if he sees you directly’ Rob said ‘Are you that important for him’ He was talking like surprised I said ‘I am acting different and he realized that so he is gonna think you didnt let me’ He said ‘ok we will go than but I cant let him to hug you’ There was a little disturbed tone in his voice I said ‘but he will I cant stop him’ I was talking with a voice which is aware that is gonna happen Rob said ‘lets go now’ I was wearing something while he was smoking I said ‘you should quit’ He said ‘not now’ I said ‘all this is because of me you are mad at me’ I was feeling nervous Rob said ‘yeah I am mad at you cuz I can see that you cant tell him no’ He was talking normal Than we left from the yacth to his car We were travelling in silence since I found the strength to break it I said ‘You know that you own me with my everything why are you stil mad’ He looked in my eyes and said ‘I own you that is why I am mad someone else coming and claiming something on you’ I said ‘god you are over reacting’ I was talking laudly He said ‘we are gonna see’ like he knows what will happen than turned from the corner which takes us to the road that we will meet Xavier When I get out of from the car I saw him and he saw me so he came and hug me with lifting me up He said ‘hey I am worried about you’ I said ‘everything is ok no worries’ he was looking with asking eyes I explained ‘just some changes in my life’ He asked ‘like what’ he was smiling his face was same face the face that I have known the face that I have shared many things secrets I said ‘Like a boyfriend’ His expression changed He was looking at my face than seriously asked ‘is he here’ I said ‘yeah he wanted to come’ Xavier said ‘I should have understand when you hadnt hung up the phone’ I said ‘are you ok’ Xavier said ‘no I hope he is being careful about you’ His voice was showing that he is nervous I said ‘being careful?’ He said ‘yeah cuz he has a perfect girl’ I flushed and said ‘he freak it out when he heard about you’ Xavier smiled and said ‘like I was when I heard about him’ I said ‘no pls dont…’ but he cut me and said ‘tell me have you both did that’ I asked ‘what’ Than Rob’s voice came ‘he wants to know if I own you officially’ There was a different tone in his voice A tone that I didnt meet before I said ‘own me officially you mean…’ I was nervous so I couldnt go on Rob talked with a cold voice ‘yes we have done it’ and he kissed me I turned back to him than stopped as I saw Xavier’s look He was angry asked ‘you havent let her to come right’ Rob said ‘if to be honest I didnt want this but it seems like you are important for her’ Xavier smiled ‘as much as know so many things and make her come here’ Rob said ‘dont push your luck’ Xavier said ‘what if I do that’ I shout ‘Hell you both!’ They both turned to me ‘Xavier he is my love and Rob Xavier is someone from my past someone that I shared many many things I cant delete him’ They both calm down but stil nervous Rob came and kissed me on the lips I knew that he needs this than Xavier hugged me again tigther this time I said ‘now is everyone ok’ They said ‘yeah’ Xavier said ‘I was planning to talk with you alone’ I said ‘sorry but sure some other time thats a first for you both’ Rob said ‘alone’ His voice was showing he didnt like the idea I said ‘yes some other time’ with a normal voice He said ‘I cant let this’ I said ‘you will know where will I be who am I with isnt this enough’ Xavier said ‘this is the way she is dont try to change her’ I said ‘he is just being careful about me Xavier’ Rob’s eyes were looking different like angry but dancing with humour He said ‘you are in thourble’ to me and Xavier said to him ‘be nice to her’ Rob whispered to my ear ‘you will be on hard-fuck this time I will show you what can I do to you more’ I just whispered ‘blindfolded and tied up’ Rob smiled Xavier said ‘you will be nice to her or I come and find you believe me you dont want this’ Than Xavier said ‘whenever you wear this t-shirt something happens did you realize that’ I said ‘you mean that time.. Xavier pls dont bring it up again’ He said ‘it was not our fault’