MESSED UP
CHAPTER 3
He said ‘I should have understood from his reactions’ He was nervous He was talking like suffering and it hurt me but I asked ‘understand what’ Rob continued with the same voice which makes my hearth burn and said ‘he wants you’ I said ‘what’ I was shocked Rob said ‘He wants what he couldnt do that day’ His voice was taking an angry tone I said ‘no he doesnt want something like this I dont think so’ Rob said ‘I read it from his looks he touches you as much as he can but he is hiding it’ there was anger and mystery in his voice I said ‘how are you saying this we both are friends and thats it’ I was nervous and trying to convince him Rob said ‘no he is acting like friend but he wants you to be up for more’ His voice was getting colder and he was talking like hate it I said ‘you are over-thinking this time’ He said ‘no just saw it he freak it out when I said what we have done’ I said ‘jesus Rob he didnt even talk about this out of a few words’ Rob said ‘look I am not trying to make you hate him or something but I have seen it in his every move that he made to you he is acting really well but an actor cant get the other one he wants you he wants what I have and thats driving me crazy I dont want him to be around you’ He was nervous and serious I said ‘you are serious’ He said ‘yes I am’ with a cold voice I didnt like it and said ‘you are mad at me and you are talking like suffering’ I was so sad He said ‘I am mad at him not you!’ His voice was like I didnt understand He continued with a soft way ‘And yeah I cant even think that I loose you’ I just stopped My hearth came to my mouth I was just thinking that he loves me I was trying to get it but now he was saying he doesnt want to loose me I just talked and said whats on my mind ‘Rob I stil cant believe that you love me now you are saying you cant loose me its going so fast but I am so much into you I am in love with you like you are another world for me which can I leave the other one for it’ My breath was hitched while saying it He said ‘no dont do that I cant be that important for you’ I could understant that he has just panicked from his voice so I said ‘why’ He shook his head and said ‘you believe that I am perfect but I am not’ I said ‘what yes you are’ He said ‘no’ He was talking like he is so sure I said ‘Am I important for you’ He said ‘of course you are dont you see’ so I continued ‘Than why I cant make you important’ He said ‘cuz if you make me that important I can hurt you without knowing it I have never became loyal with someone I have never been into a girl like this before’ His voice was like that he is trying to tell something to himself but I panicked after these sentences Does he mean that he can leave me one day even if I am important I was frowning as the thoughts started to twirl around my head He said ‘whats wrong’ with a voice that shows I am important for him I said ‘do you mean that you can leave me one day’ I hardly finished the sentence as the thought even cant standable than couldnt look into his eyes as I havent the strength but he was looking at me with an unreadable expression Giving nothing away I said ‘should I take this silence as yes’ This time his lips were right over my ear He was not talking than those lips found mines and he kissed me on the lips I asked ‘what was this’ He said ‘this was the answer’ with a sweet voice I said ‘so this means that you wont’ There was a hope in my voice but it shouldnt be Stupid girl you are addicted to him He smiled and said ‘I dont think that I can leave you cuz I am in love with you but I can hurt you’ Sometimes it was hard to understand him What should I say for this
