MESSED UP

CHAPTER 1

Xavier was calling again I said see he wont get back and shook my head Rob said hang it up with a normal voice I hung up the phone Xavier asked ‘why didnt you hang up’ I said ‘I wasnt available’ He asked ‘Is there something wrong’ His voice was like worried I said ‘no nothing wrong’ to reasure him He said ‘you are not telling the truth’ I said ‘Xavier can we talk about this when we met’ He said ‘ok I am gonna pick you up’ I said ‘Xavier I can come’ He said ‘hmm there are some differences on you’ I couldnt help my voice and said ‘you understood that’ He said ‘yes and I didnt like it btw we are meeting at 6 ok’ I said ‘ok but where’ he asked ‘where are you exacly now’ Holy shit ‘Its not important just tell me some place’ I was smiling as I was trying to be convincing to him Rob was stil watching me When I looked at him I saw his lips were pressed up a line I bited mine and said ‘sorry’ with a light voice He run his long fingers through his hair I was looking at him I forgot about Xavier than turned back with his asking voice ‘are you there jesus what happened to you’ I said ‘you will learn’ Xavier said ‘Forget about 6 I am going Seattle now and I want to see you in the place that we have met before’ I said ‘well ok … err coming than’ Xavier said ‘ok’ with a voice that shows he is waiting for something I said ‘I’ll see you than’ he said ‘ok see you’ Than I pressed no and looked Rob He was frowning His eyes were burning I said ‘look I am sorry I should have mention about him to you before’ Rob said ‘yes you should have but now .. tell me what he wants’ He seemed calm I said ‘he wants to see me in Seattle’ His eyes widen ‘See you in Seattle’ He was almost shouthing I said ‘Rob pls calm down its not far’ He said ‘I am coming’ Words were so clear and hard I said ‘ok but pls give me some time to talk with him’ He asked ‘why do you need this time’ I said ‘Cuz he will probably freak it out if he sees you directly’ Rob said ‘Are you that important for him’ He was talking like surprised I said ‘I am acting different and he realized that so he is gonna think you didnt let me’ He said ‘ok we will go than but I cant let him to hug you’ There was a little disturbed tone in his voice I said ‘but he will I cant stop him’ I was talking with a voice which is aware that is gonna happen Rob said ‘lets go now’ I was wearing something while he was smoking I said ‘you should quit’ He said ‘not now’ I said ‘all this is because of me you are mad at me’ I was feeling nervous Rob said ‘yeah I am mad at you cuz I can see that you cant tell him no’ He was talking normal Than we left from the yacth to his car We were travelling in silence since I found the strength to break it I said ‘You know that you own me with my everything why are you stil mad’ He looked in my eyes and said ‘I own you that is why I am mad someone else coming and claiming something on you’ I said ‘god you are over reacting’ I was talking laudly He said ‘we are gonna see’ like he knows what will happen than turned from the corner which takes us to the road that we will meet Xavier When I get out of from the car I saw him and he saw me so he came and hug me with lifting me up He said ‘hey I am worried about you’ I said ‘everything is ok no worries’ he was looking with asking eyes I explained ‘just some changes in my life’ He asked ‘like what’ he was smiling his face was same face the face that I have known the face that I have shared many things secrets I said ‘Like a boyfriend’ His expression changed He was looking at my face than seriously asked ‘is he here’ I said ‘yeah he wanted to come’ Xavier said ‘I should have understand when you hadnt hung up the phone’ I said ‘are you ok’ Xavier said ‘no I hope he is being careful about you’ His voice was showing that he is nervous I said ‘being careful?’ He said ‘yeah cuz he has a perfect girl’ I flushed and said ‘he freak it out when he heard about you’ Xavier smiled and said ‘like I was when I heard about him’ I said ‘no pls dont…’ but he cut me and said ‘tell me have you both did that’ I asked ‘what’ Than Rob’s voice came ‘he wants to know if I own you officially’ There was a different tone in his voice A tone that I didnt meet before I said ‘own me officially you mean…’ I was nervous so I couldnt go on Rob talked with a cold voice ‘yes we have done it’ and he kissed me I turned back to him than stopped as I saw Xavier’s look He was angry asked ‘you havent let her to come right’ Rob said ‘if to be honest I didnt want this but it seems like you are important for her’ Xavier smiled ‘as much as know so many things and make her come here’ Rob said ‘dont push your luck’ Xavier said ‘what if I do that’ I shout ‘Hell you both!’ They both turned to me ‘Xavier he is my love and Rob Xavier is someone from my past someone that I shared many many things I cant delete him’ They both calm down but stil nervous Rob came and kissed me on the lips I knew that he needs this than Xavier hugged me again tigther this time I said ‘now is everyone ok’ They said ‘yeah’ Xavier said ‘I was planning to talk with you alone’ I said ‘sorry but sure some other time thats a first for you both’ Rob said ‘alone’ His voice was showing he didnt like the idea I said ‘yes some other time’ with a normal voice He said ‘I cant let this’ I said ‘you will know where will I be who am I with isnt this enough’ Xavier said ‘this is the way she is dont try to change her’ I said ‘he is just being careful about me Xavier’ Rob’s eyes were looking different like angry but dancing with humour He said ‘you are in thourble’ to me and Xavier said to him ‘be nice to her’ Rob whispered to my ear ‘you will be on hard-fuck this time I will show you what can I do to you more’ I just whispered ‘blindfolded and tied up’ Rob smiled Xavier said ‘you will be nice to her or I come and find you believe me you dont want this’ Than Xavier said ‘whenever you wear this t-shirt something happens did you realize that’ I said ‘you mean that time.. Xavier pls dont bring it up again’ He said ‘it was not our fault’