Hey everyone I just started to write a story to a person who is important for me and when I sent what I wrote to people an other author came up with the idea that creating a blog and now its here



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.... I have done all just for you but you didnt want me to do it I dont know if you didnt trust me or yourself but now here we are All for each other I know that makes you scare May you think that you dont worth it but you do Now just feel me.. Feel how we fit to each other... Let everything go and live it..Let me to loose myself with you..



Monday, December 13, 2010


MESSED-UP

Chapter 13

Rob was on his knees now Jeez he was gonna kiss me there He started to touch me from my ankles and went up to my thighs I moan He just started from my other leg again and when he finished I was hardly standing Rob looked into my eyes with pure lust and told me to seperate my legs for him I did and waited while my head was at back He touched me there Then I felt his lips right there My eyes flied open and I looked down at him He was looking so sexy and I felt sexy He started to lick and suck hardly , twirled his tongue wildly I was moaning and feeling high My hand went through his hair I grabbed his hair as he was doing it more intense and the effect was reaching I said *Pls* in the last He didnt do anything I begged ‘Pls I want you inside of me’ Rob reached up for me seperated my legs further and said ‘You will say stop but I wont till you scream my name out loud I will fuck you hard and you wont be able to walk tomorrow’ I melted at his words and said ‘Do it’ Rob slid into me hard and I groaned He started with a normal rythm I was feeling good but too normal for him Than he grabbed met o him more and lifted my leg upper Now I was feeling him deep and more He said ‘your fingers’ I made my fingers through there and started to do what he told Hereached the rythm up and I followed him I was crying out with his every movement It was so intense When he made my legs apart even further and went deeper I screamed with the sense that I feel He said ‘Keep doing that circle’ I kept but he putted his hand there and said ‘like this’ Guided me and made it harder He was so deep hard and fast I knew that I was gonna come soon He whispered ‘Keep still’ and I screamed He said ‘Not yet baby I wanna keep this long’ He was so merciless but he knew how to fuck hard He was touching at me all over He opened my neck and started to suck wildly.. It was hot Ohh my his whole body covered mine and started to shake me even harder He was trusting into me hard and deep .. so deep His cock was slamming in and out .. to my spot.. My head was at back and I was about to come He whispered ’Pls come with me’ I couldnt hold it anymore and came hard all over him His head was at back and I felt him come inside me I was not able to move even breath I was sore He pulled out of me slowly and kiss me than took me between his arms and whispered ‘do you know how you make me feel’

Thursday, December 2, 2010




MESSED-UP

Chapter 13



I knew that he wouldnt talk about it anymore I realized that I was cold The wind was making me freeze I wrapped my arms around me He saw it as soon as I did and touched me softly but full of sense I saw he was watching me Rob said ‘God you are freezing’ He pulled over and said ‘Take this’ with putting his black leather jacket on my shoulders I wore it fastly and he hold me I smiled and said ‘Thanks Mr Master but be honest is it looking so stupid’ with a doubted expression Rob said ‘First yeah I am Your Master and second You look hot baby’ I laughed and he continued ‘I cant wait to take you home’ I smiled

- Do you know we are not talking enough

- Where did this come from? *He was complately surprised*

- I dont even know what you like or you dont

- I think you have well-knowledge about one thing that I like *He was smirking at me Bastard*

- What?

- You know how much I like to have you How much I like to be inside you

- You know my body sings for you but dont change the topic

He smiled and I press the on buton of the radio Moondance was playing I like this VM song and I smiled He asked me ‘Do you like this song’ I said ‘Yeah I like VM this song feels like a guy is walking around who wears a tux and hat’ I saw him smirked at me once more and said ‘Like in one of those old English movies’ I said ‘yes’ with a smile on my face He laughed at both of us and I joined him I said ‘So you like them too’ He said ‘Yeah’ and parked the car We just got out and walked to his house’s door He took the keys from my pocket Rob opened the door quickly and left the key over the little table on the right His fingers wrapped my hand and we slowly walked to the living room Robs eyes burned into mines and he took that jacket off from me without saying a word It fall to the ground He grabbed my chin and kissed me in a romantic and passinote way I moan as it was deep and long He took my t-shirt off slowly and throw it to the ground Felt his lips over mines again and he was touching my neck than he made his way down to my jeans The first buton flied by his hand and the adrenalin started to rush more I took a step out of my jeans while grabbing his t-shirt I took it off fastly Started to touch from his neck than his shoulders his chest Skin was so soft so good I slowly moved my way down to his fingers when mines met with his I started to kiss him from his chest than started to lick made my way down I was on my knees I unbuttoned the first one and started to bite my lip When I look up he was watching me and said ‘I am gonna bite that lip’ I blushed and smiled than took his jeans down He wrapped me in his arms as he stepped out of them Rob made me turn my back to him than pulled my hair to kiss my neck His fingers were moving down and exploring my back He was kissing sucking and my body was all slave for his When his fingers came to my groin I stopped breathing His hand moved up again and slowly started to come down again His other hand undo my bra with one movement and I took it off Than those damn long fingers came there between my legs and slowly slid under my panties He was circling around my sex I breathed deeply and felt him touch me there Felt him smile while kissing my neck and he said ‘you are so wet for me’ I nodded and he slid his middle finger into me hardly I moan and felt him from my back His finger was moving in an out and feeling his hardened cock from back was making me loose myself than he pulled his finger out of me with taking my panties off He ripped them and slided his thumb inside of me than circled I groan When I felt him stop I turned to face him and my lips found his I dropped on my knees and putted my hand around his thigh than took that considerable length into my mouth Started to suck hardly and wildly and went further He breathed heavily Jeez it was not easy to please him I continued and he moan His hand grabbed my hair and helped me with my motion but he said ‘Stop I want to be inside you’ I reached up for him and he kissed me again We were taking steps to my backside than I felt the large table He made me sit over it

Wednesday, December 1, 2010




MESSED-UP

Chapter 12

- Are you with him?

- Who?

- Are you with Xavier? *There were no patience in his voice*

- Yeah We-we were talking

- Did you find this fucking time to talk? *He was so angry*

- I was bored so he came and pick me up

- Cant I leave you alone for two fucking days?

- Why?

- Cuz you are out and alone with a guy who wants you and its after the midnight

- Rob just come and pick me up

- I am already on the way Did he touch you? *his voice was cold*

I couldnt say anything and he realized that something happened He said ‘if he did I am gonna kick his ass’ I said ‘No No Wait! We will talk about it ok’ He said ‘Ok’ with a cold voice than turned back to Xavier I asked ‘Since when you are feeling like this’ He looked into my eyes and said ‘Since that night Since I saw you like that I realized that I want you’ I closed my eyes than blowed up ‘And you find this fucking time to tell it when I had Rob’ –Jeez I sound like him now- His head was in front of him and he said ‘Cuz before you were just like mine I mean noone wanted you that way but now I am like freak it out when I think he touches you’ I was shocked by what he has just said I said ‘This is getting out of control’ and an angry voice came behind me ‘You will never ever touch her again’ Rob grabbed his shoulder and Xavier put his hand off hardly Xavier said ‘You were not even in her life before you are just with her for one month’ I saw Rob was getting ready to punch him They both were so angry I said ‘Rob calm down pls’ I took his face between my hands and looked into his eyes ‘I am just yours I am sorry’ He said 'Tell it to him' I said 'You know that I am just your I have never been with someone else Pls calm down' Rob looked calm down a little He was stil looking in my eyes and said ‘Yeah and I have told you that he was expecting you to be up for more’ I was affraid of his anger but he looked calm when he wrapped his arms around me Xavier said ‘I am sorry’ He was looking into my eyes I had no idea what to say he was always a good person for me I said ‘Ok you know that I’m sorry too’

Xavier: This is really fucked up

Rob: Yeah as you messed everything up

Xavier: May you messed this up with jumping into her life

Rob: I wouldnt do it if she wouldnt want I have never heard her complained about it and I think you shouldnt push your luck anymore I would show you the hell but she didnt want me to do it

I said ‘Ok you both have argued enough I think we all know we cant go anywhere like this’ Rob asked ‘Is that why you didnt tell me about the hotel’ I said ‘Jesus Christ You Know That Is Not the Reason’ Rob said ‘I wouldnt even dare that if I were you’ God he was so jelaous I smiled and asked ‘How did you know that I was with him’ There was a different tone in my voice as I couldnt hide my curiosity He smiled and said ‘Did you think I would just let you go and not tell me anything’ I was angry now

- So did you have someone to follow me?

- A kind of

- What The Hell Kind Of

- My friend was keeping an eye on you

He was watching my reaction I said ‘You…’ with an anger in my voice and he just kissed me Passinotely… With pushing his tongue in my mouth and I just followed him as my breath hitched He pressed his forehead to mine and said ‘I miss you’ I shook my head than said ‘In two days’ with a humour in my voice He smiled and asked ‘Havent you miss me?’ I shook my head sweetly and said ‘You know that I miss you’ He asked ‘My touch’ with his damn sexy voice –Bastard- I said ‘Yeah’ Xavier turned to me and said ‘Ok I cant take this I gotta leave’ I shouted from his back as he started to walk ‘We are gonna talk Ok?’ He turned and said ‘If he lets you’ I said ‘We Will’ He said ‘Ok’ and went on walking Rob made me turn to him He asked ‘How much did you miss me?’ with a humour in his voice and I said ‘As much dont care how you are gonna show that how much you miss me’ and smiled He grabbed my chin and kissed me again I took a step back than he grabbed me to the car He said ‘I cant go on in here’ I could feel the need in his voice I asked ‘Why?’ with my sexy voice while I was looking into his eyes He said ‘Lets get in the car if you dont want me to fuck you right here right now’ with a sexy and dangerous voice I was surprised so I asked ‘Would you do it?’ He said ‘Do you think’ There was a humour in his voice He was playful I couldnt miss it and said ‘I would love to see it’ with a joy in my voice and flashed my sexy smile to him He shook his head and smiled like What-am-I-gonna-do-with-you He came closer and pulled my hair hardly and opened my neck to kiss Jeez it was rough and good Than he parted my legs Hardly again My body came alive and started to show reaction I was wet already His hands were moving their way down and my hips were moving with the rythim of his touch He looked into my eyes and he was fully aware of what he was doing to me He grabbed me to the car and I felt he hardened Ohh my This was hot He whispered to my ear ‘Get in the fucking car…’ with a deep voice ‘I dont want to loose my control in here’ I smiled and kissed him simply Touch him there before I turned and made my way to the guest door He was watching me than he got in the car with a dark expression

- We are going to my house

- Ok but I gotta take shower

- You will probably need it after what I am gonna do to you

- Evil plans Mr Pattinson?

- Like always its your fault you are looking like Fuck.Me.Hard.Now

I shook my head How everything was so normal with him We have just meet a few weeks ago but it was like our lives were waiting for each other Noone felt so right to me before He asked ‘What are you thinking’ My eyes met his and I said ‘Everything comes so normal with you’ His eyes left mines and he said ‘Its a good thing’ For one second I felt like Rob got relaxed but he was thinking something too I looked up at him and said ‘And now you are looking thoughtful’ His perfect lips pressed into a line like he didnt pleased about something or was he angry I didnt like it as I felt that he disturbed by something God What was that I asked ‘Whats wrong’ with a soft voice He looked into my eyes and said ‘Please I dont want to talk about it now’ I said ‘But you know how it makes me feel when you hide something’ I wished I could read his mind His expression got better and he talked with a soft voice ‘I am gonna tell it another time’ Than it turned into an unreadble expression