MESSED UP

CHAPTER 2

I said ‘I know but still…’ My voice was not nice as I didnt like what I was thinking Rob said ‘what ‘s wrong’ He was waiting for blow up Xavier said ‘ok we shouldnt talk about this now’ Rob told me to say it and I said ‘You wont like it so pls wait for the right time’ Rob said ‘Is it so serious’ I said ‘May not that serious but its not a thing that you would want to hear now’ Xavier looked at me I shook my head to the unwelcoming thought as I remember what happened that night Rob whispered me and said ‘you are gonna tell me when we left from here’ I said ‘I am not sure’ My voice was full of doubt He said ‘you will tell me or I wont touch you till you learn to behave like I want’ There was a threatening and sexy tone in his voice I said ‘jesus Rob you know that I cant stand this’ Xavier asked ‘Is he threatening you’ He was nervous I turned to Xavier and said ‘are you both reading each other’s mind’ They laughed at me and I smiled as the atmosphere got a little ligther Xavier’s phone was ringing so he hung up He was talking with someone from work as I understand He said ‘I have to go now but I am gonna see you again soon ok’ His voice was like he wants to be sure about it I said ‘sure’ Than he came and hugged me again and touched my chin I smiled He said ‘are you gonna tell him’ with a serious way I said ‘I dont know’ Xavier said ‘dont’ I just looked him He looked into my eyes and there was an unspoken conversation between us than he said ‘goodbye’ I said ‘see you’ He smiled turned back and walked away We were alone with Rob but I was affraid to look him in the eyes He grabbed my chin so I forced to look him He was looking into my eyes and hypnotizing me He asked ‘what happened that time’ His voice was showing that he was corious about know it I said ‘he didnt want met to tell you’ Rob kept looking into my eyes and said ‘dont do that’ I was aware of this voice He was using this whenever he does something on purpose I said ‘you are amazing me’ He smiled and said ‘tell me’ I frown and said ‘at first we both should calm down’ He said ‘than lets go and see what we can do for it’ with a playful voice I said ‘you can have me’ and smiled He said ‘here and now in the car’ my eyes widen but I said ‘ok’ with an excitement in me He took me to the car and we found a silent corner He said ‘on the back’ Than we both got in back of the car He kissed me It was a kind of kiss -I own you- Than he started to took my clothes off I took his clothes off In a few mins we both were naked He took me oh him we were nose to nose he nuzzled my hair I touched his neck than he kissed me and grabbed me with each side of my belly at the same time he was parting my legs Than he slid into me and took me by surprise I groan and he started to move I cried out between his movements into me It was a kind of –I own you- sex He was deep and fast He was fucking me hard really hard I was screaming He said

You

Are

The

Most

Amazing

Girl

Between his hard movements into me I said ‘you are perfect’ as I could do with my hitched breath He called my name and came Than I let it go so we both were breathless I couldnt move after he finished with me He was still in me and he said ‘I love you’ I said ‘I love you too’ than he kissed me and took me into his arms than pulled out of me I groan again He said ‘tell me now’ I said ‘ok but he wont learn that’ He said ‘he wont learn’ His voice was reasuring me I started to talk ‘Xavier came to my school at last year He was a new student but he was sweet kind and I was comfortable with him as friend so we were spending time together and we have common friends that we hung out some time like 4 or 6 people Than one day…’ I stopped Rob was listening carefully He was watching all my expressions He said ‘that day’ with a straight voice He was giving nothing away and I continued ‘our friends invited us to a party we said ok than we went there at first everything was normal’ My voice was changing as I was remembering this weird and fucked-up memory ‘we were drinking something’ Rob cutted me ‘did he let you to drink shit you shouldnt have drink’ I said ‘we didnt drink exacly just one beer for me and he drunk two’ I stopped so Rob said ‘what happened after you drunk’ He was nervous and wanted to know I continued ‘we realized that it was not a normal party and they invited us as a couple when they showed us a room’ My voice was changing and taking a dramatic tone Rob’s eyes widen he said ‘fuck it was a sex-party’ He was really really mad I said ‘yes they put us into the room so we got close to each other he kissed me and…’ Rob closed his eyes I closed mines and said ‘we were about to took all our clothes off’ I was telling these with a voice which shows how much I disturbed Rob was holding his breath ‘you were naked werent you’ His voice was cold I said ‘no but half naked’ Rob asked ‘how much’ ‘I was naked till my bra and panties and he was till his boxers’ Rob was holding his breath again so I went on ‘It was the effect of the beers cuz after that day we learnt they added it a kind of drug but at that time we both took a step back than apologized from each other as we got close more than we could take’ I stopped and waited for his reactions He wasnt saying anything Seconds were coming like days I said ‘I am sorry’ He opened his eyes He was looking like freak it out so I waited for sentences…