MESSED UPChapter 6

He said ‘I had many girls around me and some of them…’ He stopped again God say it Than he continued ‘Some of them have begged me for this’ I was complately frozen but I said ‘you mean to have sex with you’ He said ‘yes and some of them got it’ I just freeze I could just get the vision A beautiful girl that offering herself to him Inside I felt a jelausy which was about to come out and I said ‘how many’ He said ‘I dont know may 5 or 10’ I said ‘and whats the connection between me acting like this and them’ He said ‘they were calling me sir’ I shocked again but I could say ‘what why’ Rob continued ‘I dont know they were doing it automaticly like you’ I said ‘God you are using it on me you are turning me into that’ He said ‘yeah am I using it’ I said ‘your sex is a kind of power which controls me’ He said ‘I have never thought that I am gonna see you like this’ I said ‘see me like this like begging you’ He said ‘yeah you are so powerful and amazing but when it comes to sex you are just doing what I am saying’ I said ‘do you mean that you dont want this’ He was confusing He said ‘Jesus I want this its weird that I only wanted this with you’ I said ‘why’ He said ‘I wanted to be your master since you have told me no since you have told that memory you had with Xavier’ I said ‘I havent told you no’ He said once you did’ I said ‘when’ He said ‘we were at shoping remember’ I said ‘Jesus Rob you got your revenge’ He said ‘yeah but you are the only one who says no to me thats why I wanted to control you you are just like a kind of girl who does what she wants and that got me’ Fuck I could see his darkness now I said ‘I cant do it I really cant’ He says ‘I know you would regret I tried to warn you but I am so into you I dont want you to go’ I said ‘I am giving you what you want and there is no regret’ He said ‘No regret’ I said ‘No but I just dont want that noone controled me like this before I can see what will happen’ He said ‘what will happen?’ I said ‘you will make me addicted a kind of sex addicted’ He said ‘I dont want this for you baby I dont want you to leave’ I said ‘I dont want to leave and I dont wanna be like this either’ He said ‘Its like turning around a circle’ I asked ‘why are you doing this to me I have never felt weak as much as I am feeling while…’ He cutted me and said ‘you dont know how powerful you are’ I said ‘what’ He said ‘they were begging for my one movement and you’ I cutted him ‘dont tell me that I am different’ He said ‘yeah you are’ I said ‘It wont make it easier’ He said ‘we can discuss this later may I can have you again’ I said ‘yeah we can discuss it later but no not now’ He said ‘are you saying no again’ I said ‘It seems like that’ and he said ‘thats your second no and thats why you are strong’ Than my phone rang It was Xavier and I hung up He said ‘Hi I am around can we meet’ I said ‘sure when’ He said ‘I am gonna pick you up in 30 mins’ I said ‘ok I will be waiting’ Rob was looking at me with asking eyes I said ‘I am meeting with Xavier’ He said ‘Jesus no you cant go’ I said ‘I can’ He said ‘I cant let you go dont you know he wants you’ I said ‘I can protect myself and he is just my friend I dont think he will get out of this’ He said ‘I stil cant let you’ with a dominand voice I said ‘jesus Rob you are not my master’ He said ‘you have a kind of mystery I want to figure it out I just want to discover everything about you’ I said ‘why? to be my master?’ He said ‘shit dont tell me master I didnt want that I told you’ I was just so tired after all this really-hard-fuck and meeting his darkness My sight was not clear I was about to faint I could feel it than I slipped and there was nothing