MESSED-UP
Chapter 12
- Are you with him?
- Who?
- Are you with Xavier? *There were no patience in his voice*
- Yeah We-we were talking
- Did you find this fucking time to talk? *He was so angry*
- I was bored so he came and pick me up
- Cant I leave you alone for two fucking days?
- Why?
- Cuz you are out and alone with a guy who wants you and its after the midnight
- Rob just come and pick me up
- I am already on the way Did he touch you? *his voice was cold*
I couldnt say anything and he realized that something happened He said ‘if he did I am gonna kick his ass’ I said ‘No No Wait! We will talk about it ok’ He said ‘Ok’ with a cold voice than turned back to Xavier I asked ‘Since when you are feeling like this’ He looked into my eyes and said ‘Since that night Since I saw you like that I realized that I want you’ I closed my eyes than blowed up ‘And you find this fucking time to tell it when I had Rob’ –Jeez I sound like him now- His head was in front of him and he said ‘Cuz before you were just like mine I mean noone wanted you that way but now I am like freak it out when I think he touches you’ I was shocked by what he has just said I said ‘This is getting out of control’ and an angry voice came behind me ‘You will never ever touch her again’ Rob grabbed his shoulder and Xavier put his hand off hardly Xavier said ‘You were not even in her life before you are just with her for one month’ I saw Rob was getting ready to punch him They both were so angry I said ‘Rob calm down pls’ I took his face between my hands and looked into his eyes ‘I am just yours I am sorry’ He said 'Tell it to him' I said 'You know that I am just your I have never been with someone else Pls calm down' Rob looked calm down a little He was stil looking in my eyes and said ‘Yeah and I have told you that he was expecting you to be up for more’ I was affraid of his anger but he looked calm when he wrapped his arms around me Xavier said ‘I am sorry’ He was looking into my eyes I had no idea what to say he was always a good person for me I said ‘Ok you know that I’m sorry too’
Xavier: This is really fucked up
Rob: Yeah as you messed everything up
Xavier: May you messed this up with jumping into her life
Rob: I wouldnt do it if she wouldnt want I have never heard her complained about it and I think you shouldnt push your luck anymore I would show you the hell but she didnt want me to do it
I said ‘Ok you both have argued enough I think we all know we cant go anywhere like this’ Rob asked ‘Is that why you didnt tell me about the hotel’ I said ‘Jesus Christ You Know That Is Not the Reason’ Rob said ‘I wouldnt even dare that if I were you’ God he was so jelaous I smiled and asked ‘How did you know that I was with him’ There was a different tone in my voice as I couldnt hide my curiosity He smiled and said ‘Did you think I would just let you go and not tell me anything’ I was angry now
- So did you have someone to follow me?
- A kind of
- What The Hell Kind Of
- My friend was keeping an eye on you
He was watching my reaction I said ‘You…’ with an anger in my voice and he just kissed me Passinotely… With pushing his tongue in my mouth and I just followed him as my breath hitched He pressed his forehead to mine and said ‘I miss you’ I shook my head than said ‘In two days’ with a humour in my voice He smiled and asked ‘Havent you miss me?’ I shook my head sweetly and said ‘You know that I miss you’ He asked ‘My touch’ with his damn sexy voice –Bastard- I said ‘Yeah’ Xavier turned to me and said ‘Ok I cant take this I gotta leave’ I shouted from his back as he started to walk ‘We are gonna talk Ok?’ He turned and said ‘If he lets you’ I said ‘We Will’ He said ‘Ok’ and went on walking Rob made me turn to him He asked ‘How much did you miss me?’ with a humour in his voice and I said ‘As much dont care how you are gonna show that how much you miss me’ and smiled He grabbed my chin and kissed me again I took a step back than he grabbed me to the car He said ‘I cant go on in here’ I could feel the need in his voice I asked ‘Why?’ with my sexy voice while I was looking into his eyes He said ‘Lets get in the car if you dont want me to fuck you right here right now’ with a sexy and dangerous voice I was surprised so I asked ‘Would you do it?’ He said ‘Do you think’ There was a humour in his voice He was playful I couldnt miss it and said ‘I would love to see it’ with a joy in my voice and flashed my sexy smile to him He shook his head and smiled like What-am-I-gonna-do-with-you He came closer and pulled my hair hardly and opened my neck to kiss Jeez it was rough and good Than he parted my legs Hardly again My body came alive and started to show reaction I was wet already His hands were moving their way down and my hips were moving with the rythim of his touch He looked into my eyes and he was fully aware of what he was doing to me He grabbed me to the car and I felt he hardened Ohh my This was hot He whispered to my ear ‘Get in the fucking car…’ with a deep voice ‘I dont want to loose my control in here’ I smiled and kissed him simply Touch him there before I turned and made my way to the guest door He was watching me than he got in the car with a dark expression
- We are going to my house
- Ok but I gotta take shower
- You will probably need it after what I am gonna do to you
- Evil plans Mr Pattinson?
- Like always its your fault you are looking like Fuck.Me.Hard.Now
I shook my head How everything was so normal with him We have just meet a few weeks ago but it was like our lives were waiting for each other Noone felt so right to me before He asked ‘What are you thinking’ My eyes met his and I said ‘Everything comes so normal with you’ His eyes left mines and he said ‘Its a good thing’ For one second I felt like Rob got relaxed but he was thinking something too I looked up at him and said ‘And now you are looking thoughtful’ His perfect lips pressed into a line like he didnt pleased about something or was he angry I didnt like it as I felt that he disturbed by something God What was that I asked ‘Whats wrong’ with a soft voice He looked into my eyes and said ‘Please I dont want to talk about it now’ I said ‘But you know how it makes me feel when you hide something’ I wished I could read his mind His expression got better and he talked with a soft voice ‘I am gonna tell it another time’ Than it turned into an unreadble expression
